half way there...

i'm sooo stinking thankful the week is halfway thru. two more work days and i'm Finally free for the weekend. which i believe is gonna include going to eat with brit friday night...and i really dont know who all else lol but i'm just going to hang with my sis (: and then aprils party sat (woo hoo!) and still not for sure about sunday but whatever it is, i'm sure it'll be better than my lame work week.
monday was seriously a Horrible day! i went to tc's house to get my coupons i left sat and to pick up material to take to sis janet for our bridesmaids dresses. well i get there and of course we are taking our time talking and we're filling out invitations and i knew it was supposed to come a storm but i guess i wasn't too worried ab it but when i left it was already crazy windy. i get a min or two down the road and remember i forgot the material so i run back to tc's and she can't even find it so i give up and head back home for the 2nd time. well i get a min or two more down the road and there is a tree laying all the way across both lanes, blocking my like 15 min route home. so i have to turn around and go All the way back to stevenson from sp and go all the way to the opposite end of the mtn in the ridiculous monsoon weather. i was kinda scared but thankfully i got home okay! tues was pretty uneventful in comparison, mostly just work and church and bilo with my parents afterwards. 
today when i got home me and mom decided to get down my summer clothes, and it never fails, every year i'm surprised how much junk i really do have. i counted today that i have 80 pairs of shoes!!! its very possible i have a few more but i got that far today. even i realize that this is kind of sad, but what can i say, i do love me some heels <3 i'm so glad it's mostly out of the way but i was a little sad to see some of my cute winter stuff go (also, like every other year, i left out like 5 hoodies bc i couldn't bear to pack them all up...i Love hoodies and i still wear them a lot at night during the summer...pretty sad lol) but all and all i am Definitely ready for summer to get here!
i also made two swim skirts for dia tonight (:

if you were wondering what they are, it's little boys swim trunks haha. they seriously are the most comfortable thing to swim in and they are soo easy to make. i wish all skirts would just go smoothly like making a swim skirt, but jeans can be a pain in the tail a lot of the times. but i thought hers turned out pretty cute (:

i also got my weekly wed night fill of american idol. man do i love that show <3 this year makes me so happy bc i love almost every singer on there. i would be pretty happy with almost any one of them winning. i can't say i have a favorite but i do have a soft spot in my heart for scotty<3(: his voice is so amazing and i'm pretty sure if he sang to me i'd faint on the spot haha. i can't wait to see who gets voted off tomorrow!

well that's really about all i've been up to this week so i'm gonna get off here i guess. lots of love,

-bee

what a week

this week has been absolutely Crazy! i feel like i haven't stopped going since tues. tc has been getting me into couponing and i've seriously been spending so much time doing that...i feel like it's consuming me haha. tues after work i went and met tc and shopped around a little in stevenson till church time then headed straight to church. came home and went to bed, work the next day, and off to kmart as soon as i got off. an hour and a half later i Finally leave kmart to head to tc's house to do (yes, more) couponing. we hit up cvs, family dollar, and walmart. dee met up with us about half way thru so we just kinda halfway hung out, halfway shopped. we finally get back to tc's about 11-11:30 and dee was staying the night with me so we get back to my house around 12ish. we knew we had to get up early the next day, but sure enough we stayed up till 2 anyway, and took some pretty interesting pics lol.

so after we finally went to bed we got back up at 7:30 to get ready to go meet my sis and her kids to go to hville to shop and go to chuck e cheese.

we stayed up there till about 5 and we Finally got back to dee's at 6:45, turned right around and went to chatt to meet her grandparents at p.f. changs (yumm!) and go register at target. i ended up getting home around 11 and pretty much going to bed asap.

friday i went to work and met my parents, bro shannon and sister kellie, and kenzie pretty quick after work at triple r to eat before the singing. then me and kenzie headed over there and parked in pretty much the most illegal parking spot ever haha but luckily it didnt get towed while we were inside. the singing ended up being reallyy good (the isaac's were Amazing!) and i got back home about 12. i got up sat morning and went down to tc's to (you guessed it) go couponing some more! we went to chatt town and hit up target, walmart, five guys, rue 21, blockbuster, old navy, and the dollar tree. we left there and headed to cvs (which is pretty much our fave ever) and went on straight to griffen for church. afterwards me tc derrick kenzie and james met up with blake and april at rafaels to eat (if you can't tell by my blog, thats all i ever do lol) and we left, stopped and picked up dee, and headed back to tc's. we had the grand plan to get up early and get the sunday paper and go to cvs for their new week specials but i kept talking to dee which ended with tc telling me she wished i'd shut up lol and so we finally got to sleep.

after definitely not enough sleep we got back up and did some more couponing then on to church this morning and tonight. here's a pic of most of what i got this week (: minus several stuff i left over at tc's house.





so anyway i'm finally back here slowing down for the first time it seems like this week. this has definitely Not been the best week of my life but i'm very grateful for my bestfriends who kept me busy and entertained. i love you dee bug and tc bethany (: anyway there is a little update ab my week. hopefully i'll be more faithful this week to keep up with this thing. lots of love

-bee

for carly (:

this is for hilary brook carly shay gamble (:

*ahem*....

h-h-hilary that's her name
but you can call her carly 'cause it's almost the same
rockin' out to miley and the jonas brothers
cooler than her? you won't find no other
been keepin' it real since '93
she's an old school gangster, that's why i call her hilly g
my homie, my pal, my long lost twin
i love you hil and that's the end!

happy birthday!!!!! thanks for the past 2 and a half years. we've been thru so much but i'm glad i'm still able to call ya one of my bestfriends (: i have seriously some of the funniest memories with you... look outside! look outside! (said in ghetto hick voice) and proceeding to clean up toilet paper at TWO A.M.!! because we're scared your mom will be mad lol. i think that earns us the bestfriend badge for life lol. i can't wait to see what all crazy things we do this year. i love you kid<3 don't forget it!

thanks so much to everyone who has helped get me thru the last four years. its been crazy and hectic and so unbelievable....in good ways and in bad. i know i've grown so much since then. i feel like i barely know that girl anymore. i hate some of the things thats happened, and i wish i had some unlimited do overs, but i Know it's made me stronger. and its definitely made me appreciate stuff so much more. i'm so thankful for how much the Lord has helped me. i can look back and truly see those times he carried me....i don't think i could have made it without him. and each and every one of you that has helped me better know i couldn't have made it without you guys either. you've been my rock, and my shoulder to lean on. i know God sent me you guys. you've made such an impact on my life...and stuck thru the bad times with me....and the times when i wasn't such a great person to be around. i'd start listing names but you should all know who you are....i love you so much...don't ever forget that!

....its getting better all the time (:

i've never liked the taste of crow, but baby i ate it....

have you ever had to make a decision in life and was like yes this is totally the right thing to do i won't regret this at all. and even over the next few weeks you are still like i'm glad i chose that, i wouldn't change it at all. but as more and more time goes by you start to wonder why in the world you made that decision in the first place?
for me this seems to happen about every other week. i'm a big believer that things happen for a reason and you learn from your mistakes and all that feel good comforting blahblahblah, but sometimes i want to smack my past self in the head and ask what in the world are you doing?! seems like that has really been on my mind today....just different things i kinda wish i could go back and change. in a way i'm happy i made those decisions because i have some *amazing* people in my life and really don't know what would happen if i hadn't met them....or where i would even be really if i had made the so called "right" decisions....and at the end of the day i'm a child of God and thats All that matters at all. but i really do wonder sometimes what if i had done this or that? would i be more content or just happy in life?
it kinda started with some recent happenings i would Really like to change if i could...which could possibly be fixed without some type of time reversal but i don't really know if i should mess with it or not....anyway those thoughts kinda started this whole thinking process. then i made the brilliant move of going thru my outbox and reading old stuff...which in turn made me remember past decisions i wish i could renig.
sometimes i realllyyy miss the old days.
i don't wanna miss you
i don't wanna have to regret you
i don't wanna ask myself why
i don't wanna feel like i'm somehow doing something wrong
and i really really don't want to wonder what is going on in that dumb little head of yours
i don't want you to be unhappy, i just wanna move on and be happy too.
pretty simple request right?
i feel like this post kinda turned more diary entry than blog, but if you were interested enough to actually sit there and read thru it all, it makes me love you a little bit more. till tomorrows challenge, lots of love to you guys.
-bee

chocolate envy

so tonight i decided to go see my lovely bestfriend hilly g and stn with her and bail. after we creeped around walmart for about an hour and yelled yea?! at some guys who whistled at us, we came back here and have been sitting on the bed doing squat for almost 2 hours. hil randomly found some old choc phone that she bought from bail. but it wont turn on so we decided i would take it apart and see what we could do towards fixing it. well after taking  it apart and pulling out a piece of fuzz, bail is convinced that this phone will magically work. welp, shockingly enough, it wouldnt work. so bail decides it needs to be charged. so she starts roaming thru the house trying to find a charger. no luck. so we get sis alison's choc and change the batteries. no luck. so bail is Still convinced it needs a charger. she decided to look up a video on fixing a choc, and after watching a guy like completely take his phone apart, she was like i think this is trying to tell us we need a charger. needless to say, if you can fix hil's old phone for bail, she will prolly adopt you and love you till the end of time lol. you will be moved to the front of her phone above aaaaa shelby justin beiber BEASST and be her number one bestfriend lol.
honestly tho i do hate finding an old phone and being soo excited to see what old stuff is on there and what old pics you took and old txts you sent and old txts you saved and bam! Nothing you do will cause this little instrument of mystery to turn on. so, bailey jean, i Do feel your pain. and perhaps one day i'll bring you a choc charger. and btw, you're NOT walking to walmart tomorrow. i love you guys!!! thanks for making my tues night a little less lame.
lots of love!
-bee